Inédita

If everything falls under its own weight
Your lies weighed more than your kisses
I always kept my sorrows to myself
But the one who clung to his chains lives imprisoned

You always saw me as a crazy person
But at least I admit when I'm wrong
You didn't believe in me, I don't believe in myself either
I didn't want you, I was in love with us

And you left with someone else on Christmas
I didn't bring gifts, but I gave you a place at my table
I was left alone under the city lights
With a clock needle to sew my feet

Why do they say time heals everything
But neither promises heal loneliness
I promised to make you happy
But your happiness depended on my sadness

And no, mommy, it can't always be like this
You stepping on everything I built
Leaving me with the blame, questioning how I lived
Your absence doesn't hurt me anymore, it's the time I lost

You didn't pierce me, but you left cracks
That's the sentence we poets carry
Writing to fill the hollow soul
And then giving the soul to a woman who knows nothing of letters

So everything turned into nothing
I couldn't decipher your gaze anymore
I watch you leave like the wolf watching the dawn
I took sleeping pills, but I dreamt of you

And whoever says Horus doesn't fall in love
Doesn't know that Siulbert is an idiot
Together, we put together a sky with auroras
And then you flew alone leaving my wings broken

I was the depressed boy
I won't be the depressed boy forever
I have a family, so I feel alive
And I don't need you because I learned to be with myself

The one in the mirror told me: be positive
Don't lose faith because of what you've suffered
Today I know I'm the one who decides my path
Life is a second and I didn't want to waste it with you

Now I feel better away from your nest
I don't need a woman to continue my path
It's so cold that I became my own shelter
And my company is my books and what I write

I only worry about being happy and not thinking about you
Even if you don't want to admit it
I wouldn't argue for you because you don't have the day or the di
And I know you can die without understanding it
Bye