Grow Up

I don’t know about you, or me, or anyone else
So tell me, I still don’t know, it’s like a shiver coming on

Since when have I been unable to let go of this wish?
To make it come true, I’ll open my heart right now

Feeling lonely, yet
How many times have I held back saying, "I want you to care"?
If I could just use a little white lie, I could make it work better...
Why do I think I’m so pathetic right now? Who decided that?
In life, every moment is serious, and honestly, it’s full of life

If I keep living earnestly, all I see are walls
Before I know it, I’m stuck in a maze, I don’t want that kind of life!!!

Tell me, I still don’t know, a melody that makes my heart race
If I let out the words I’ve been holding back
God will smile just a little!

It’s a rough life, and even my skin isn’t doing well
I’m not feeling great, but
There’s probably something I need to find
And I’m sure I’ll discover it
If I keep that feeling alive!

Not giving up doesn’t feel lame, it’s more than that

If that means "I still don’t know myself,"
Then tomorrow, I should become a little more charming.