Trauma

Who sees me like this, thinks I've always been like this
A drunk smoker, but before or after
There's always a before

I lit my first cigarette
After someone put me out of their life
And it was after the second disappointment
That I started to enjoy life

Some left me with addictions
Others left me with sorrow
But it was you
It was you who left me with trauma

Some left me with addictions
Others left me with sorrow
But it was you
It was you who left me with trauma

And if I don't have the courage to get involved with another
It's your fault

I lit my first cigarette
After someone put me out of their life
And it was after the second disappointment
That I started to enjoy life

Some left me with addictions
Others left me with sorrow
But it was you
It was you who left me with trauma

Some left me with addictions
Others left me with sorrow
But it was you
It was you who left me with trauma

And if I don't have the courage to get involved with another
It's your fault

It's your fault
It's your fault