Habit

In 'Habit,' I.M (Changkyun) delves into the complexities of a toxic relationship that has become an inescapable part of his life. The song's lyrics paint a vivid picture of emotional turmoil and the struggle to break free from a cycle of pain and attachment. The opening lines, 'Why don't you understand? That I'm always like this?' set the tone for a narrative of confusion and frustration. The artist questions whether he should continue to endure the pain, highlighting the passage of time with 'Minute became a day,' emphasizing how prolonged and agonizing the experience feels.

The chorus, 'I cannot love myself 'Cause you're my habit to me,' reveals the core of the song's message. I.M describes his inability to love himself because of his dependency on this toxic relationship. The use of the word 'habit' suggests that this attachment has become a routine, something ingrained in his daily life, making it even harder to break away. The lyrics 'You're bad but love you so bad' and 'You're a fad, I know you are passing fad' further illustrate the internal conflict between recognizing the harmful nature of the relationship and the deep-seated emotional attachment that persists.

Cultural references, such as 'Monday morning 내 시작은 뻔해,' add a layer of relatability, as many people can identify with the monotony of daily life and how a toxic relationship can overshadow everything else. The song's melancholic tone and introspective lyrics resonate with anyone who has experienced the difficulty of letting go of something or someone that has become a part of their identity, despite knowing it's detrimental. I.M's raw and honest portrayal of this emotional struggle makes 'Habit' a poignant exploration of love, pain, and the human condition.