Habit

Why can't you get it?
That I'm always like this?
Should I just wait around?
You know that I'm hurting
A minute turned into a day
Was it a hello? Was it a goodbye?
All those kisses were just lies
Monday morning, my start is so predictable
Mornings just have a slightly different vibe
In this dark routine, I add you in
Oh, can't say goodbye
'Cause you're my habit and my cycle

Now even your harsh words from back then
Seem to just brush past me
I can't let go of one thing, 'cause it's you
I know I might be foolish
But I can't fix myself, and you know it
Even a fleeting moment, my habit is you

I can't love myself
'Cause you're my habit to me
I can't love myself
'Cause you're my habit to me
I can't love myself
'Cause you're my habit to me, oh, oh

In my mundane days
Somehow, the habit of drawing you still feels strange
Even if I seem indifferent
Silence just makes me dizzy
The time we shined, I'm still stuck in that time
I should lie to myself, say I'm fine
But if I'm still walking in your shadow, baby
Take me to daydreams

You're bad, but I love you so bad
You're a trend, I know you're just a passing trend
I'm running in my loop (oh)
Teach me how to break this routine
But you're my habit to me
Maybe I was just a trend

I can't love myself
'Cause you're my habit to me
I can't love myself
'Cause you're my habit to me
I can't love myself
'Cause you're my habit to me, oh, oh