ハルノ寂寞 (Haru no Sekibaku)

Got hurt many times
There was a big hole
I was pulling through with a needle

Protected for many days
Heavy, closed my mouth
Tried to hold it until it tore

Got hurt many times
Covered the open hole, hid it
Wanted to stay together as long as possible

Protected for many days
Even though I wanted to spit, just gritted my teeth
I was being held

Forcing my mouth shut doesn't hurt

The tired me was no good
I thought I could still be useful
Before tearing apart, let's say goodbye, passing each other with kindness

The tired me was no good
Your scent still lingers
Before tearing apart, just a little bit left, painfully saying goodbye

The face and body that have been hurt many times are still usable
Don't throw them away, just don't hand them over to anyone

The tired me was no good

The tired me was no good
I thought I was being relied on
Won't lean towards the brand new me before tearing apart

The tired me was no good
Just remembering the faded colors
After tearing apart, just a little bit left, painfully saying goodbye