Aoito

Only envy has increased
In this cold daily life

My feelings won't settle
Just theories on top
Bugs are chirping

Swaying on the Inokashira Line
I don't feel too proud, at dusk
I think I fell in love
I remember

You
The inflated story
Introduction, development, turn, conclusion
The thread of three-word phrases

I've only gained weight from receiving love
I've grown tired, goodbye
Those indifferent weak words fell
I'll protect you, I'll save you
No matter how much I thought
This love seemed too light

It just keeps welling up
It's troubling
A pause button

Pressed, the music stopped
Suddenly, it felt forgotten
Or like I was treated gently
A presence
Guiding me along a long thread

I've only gained weight from receiving love
I've grown tired, goodbye
Those indifferent weak words fell
I'll protect you, I'll save you
No matter how much I thought
This love seemed too light

Today I prayed
Tomorrow I laughed
The day after tomorrow I took them with me
Weaving love, diving in

Say you love me
Hold me tight
I'm really just thinking about that

Blue regrets are consumed by expectations
Only the aftertaste knows

Desserts are better when they're extremely sweet
Scraping off feelings
Just makes me a little embarrassed
That factory will eventually close

Everyone makes mistakes, big or small
With experience, love becomes clumsy
It's when you're at your clumsiest
That you truly fall for someone

I don't know if it's happiness or normalcy
I don't know if it's normalcy or unhappiness
But if you're there for both
The threads will intertwine for the better

Just receiving
Love that's gained weight
Little by little, I love you
Words I don't reveal too much to you

I'll protect you
I'll save you
No matter how much I thought
That's still good for this love

You gave a new color to my big blue self
I love you
I'm sorry for all the unexpected goodbyes
This love seemed too light