Cavando Mi Tumba

Oh no, it has already begun
Guilt screams at me that all of this is my fault
And even if I cover my ears
I keep hearing my distressed heartbeats
I haven't been able to escape from this
I remain trapped within the walls of this thought

It's true, one digs their own grave
I have to escape from here
I can't live like this anymore
I must leave before it's too late
And it collapses around me
(I don't know, I don't know if I said it right, maybe it was too much)

Now, I remembered
Things don't exist until you decide to believe
And that's how I got infected
With all the bad things I imagined this time
It doesn't feel good to be in here
I hate to think that I did this to myself

In a dark room with no way out
I've planted a lie
It's costing me a bit of life
Now I'm searching for my lost mind
Between streets and avenues
Worried it might end up hurt

I try to see what's happening around me
Everything's fine, but anxiety generates terror
Not everything I think becomes real
I tell myself to calm down
It's a bit frustrating, the truth
To see how an idea sprouts irregularly

And I tied you with ropes of evil
Prisoner of a cell I never wanted to be in
That's why I don't want to be controlled anymore
By something even I can't control
What goes through my mind is not what others think
I'll say it until it's engraved on my skin

Truth, I must stop overthinking
I have to escape from here
I can't live in my mind
I must leave before it's too late
And it collapses around me

It's true, one digs their own grave
I have to escape from here
I can't live like this anymore
I must leave before it's too late
And it takes over me