Perdi El Control

On days like today, I prefer to forget
Nothing good happens when I remember
So many situations of social anxiety
Isolating myself from everyone would be ideal

No, I lost control, there's no solution
Was I a mistake?
I try to clean my old wounds
Still bleeding, but I can't, I'm so cowardly
Save yourself, it's too late for me
Leave me here, there's no happy ending
I'll tear my skin for you

I haven't slept well, it's hard to keep quiet
The bad memories that kill my peace
I lose sense of reality
I don't know if I exist, I feel artificial

No, I lost control, there's no solution
Was I a mistake?
Night falls and awakens
The part of me that was dead
My mind has become so restless
It puts my body on alert

No, I lost control, there's no solution
Was I a mistake?

(Oh, oh)

But now that I think about it, all this suffering
Has to serve a purpose in me
What do we carry inside
I haven't discovered yet

Fear doesn't let me see there
Why I don't want to repeat
How I felt the day I sought the end
And turned what I felt into a part of me

(There's no happy ending)
(There's no happy ending)
(There's no happy ending)

I try to clean my old wounds
Still bleeding, but I can't, I'm so cowardly
Save yourself, it's too late for me, leave me here
There's no happy ending, I'll tear my skin for you

(There's no happy ending)
(There's no happy ending)
(There's no happy ending)