Cuantas Veces

HOW MANY TIMES

How many times I woke up
Crying in the early mornings
How many tears I shed
That had to dry my pillow
How many times I tried
To leave this dwelling empty
God knows how much I endured
Waiting for you to return

How many times I humbled myself
And begged you to stay
How much anger I swallowed
When my love didn't matter to you
After so much time I waited
Little by little my soul dried up
And I think I even lost faith
Waiting for you to come back

And I cried like a child
And I was lost waiting for oblivion

But I'm tired now
Of begging with my love
Because you don't deserve it
And I'm going to find someone who can heal
My wounded soul
I'll remove from my mind little by little
The charm you have
Because I'm convinced I'm wasting my time
And you don't want to love me

But it's over now and I'm going to find
Someone who can love me
And I'm going to forget this mistake of your goodbye
That hurts me to death today

And you'll have to cry when you look back
Because I'm not following your steps
And you'll be the memory
That I will forget
When I'm in someone else's arms

But I'm tired now of begging with my love
Because you don't deserve it
And I'm going to find someone
Who can heal my wounded soul
I'll remove from my mind little by little
The charm you have
Because I'm convinced
I'm wasting my time and you don't want to love me
But it's over now and I'm going to find
Someone who can love me
And I'm going to forget this mistake of your goodbye
That hurts me to death
And you'll have to cry when you look back
Because I'm not following your steps
And you'll be the memory
That I will forget
When I'm in someone else's arms.