Amistad

It was two years I won't forget,
so many promises I won't keep,
I'm staying here, you can move on,
maybe I'm not enough for you.

I gave you my soul, for what in return?
A fake 'I love you' that I didn't refuse,
if it wasn't real, why didn't you end it without a doubt?
It was better, I prefer the pain.

And if what we had between us,
was friendship and not love,
I felt the passion,
you confused the script.

And if what we had between us,
didn't lead to anything and just died,
it would have been easier to try,
to simply say the truth.

When I hugged you, what did you feel?
When I kissed you, I gave you my heart.
How sad it is to think,
that what happened wasn't the same for both of us.

And now, scared of never seeing you again,
I still love you even though you're gone.
And I ask God, why does love hurt?
I wish I could understand...

And if what we had between us,
was friendship and not love,
I felt the passion,
you confused the script.

And if what we had between us,
didn't lead to anything and just died,
it would have been easier to try,
to simply say the truth.