Prólogo 34:1

I'm bleeding, but I don't really know why
I remember Jose while I smoke and I don't know where he went
I was just a kid when I ran into him
The grown-ups took him away like he was dynamite, not TNT

I'm here where everyone knew I'd show up one day
I was the only one who didn't believe, fuck that
Real eagles can be harpies, the party's just a drag
And diamonds are trash, fuck that

My brain's starting to fall apart
Even though I've always been pure like glacial water
Those bitches don't know how to appreciate me
They're scared of the packaging, they can't taste the flavor, fuck 'em

What I have isn't what I want
And what I want, I don't even know what it is, that's why I'm desperate
First things first, man, it's about making money
But that money doesn't fill me up, for me it's a hole

Nothing changes, I'm always surrounded by the same situation
Even though I now have gold records in my room
And bitches marked on calendars like assignments
That shit doesn't fill me up, there's no motivation

I want to see how the world burns
I've lost my way, my hours are seconds
Feelings buried deep down
And hate always wins, because love comes second

Turning ruins into cash was a necessity
Getting out of a hole 200 miles deep
My loneliness is my strength, also my weakness
To step where I step, you lack my skill

I don't have mental stability and that's all
And in the end, I always mess up what surrounds me
I kill happiness, I steal the energy
Poison in my mouth, bitch, Komodo dragon

I wake up chewing a muffin
In silk sheets, not Puffy
All day puffin' and puffin'
Stretching the rubber because I'm Luffy

Always swinging without being a ballplayer
With skins without being a skinner
They'd do anything for clout
Because they're all like Barret, all those rappers

This month in Glovo, five bags
That shit isn't even flexing
Time is sand in my fingers
The sucker and her hair get tangled in my fingers
Sometimes the world ain't so ugly
Life surprises you, like when God shows up to an atheist

I don't even believe in myself, how the hell can they ask me to trust?
If everyone let me down, how the hell can they ask me to rely on them?
Your idol's a whore, it's not a key
If my cousin died from an overdose
It's normal for me to ski that snow now.