Reina y Soldado

Only you know what I keep inside
And if I have to hide something, I’ll show it to you
You know I can’t find peace in anyone else
If I don’t first find it in myself

I hadn’t trusted anyone else all this time
You’re the queen and the soldier in the same frame
Sometimes all these feelings overwhelm me
And I feel like I’m dying slowly, but I’m still here

Even if my cousin calls to say the boxes are crossing the sea
Even if the studio calls to ask why I’m not recording anymore
I just look at the phone screen when I know it’s you calling
And I don’t know if I should pick up

And I feel alive, but not happy
Because if I lose you, I really don’t know if I’ll die
Even though I know no one dies from love and that shit
Even though I know no one dies from love, that’s just how it is

Honestly, I don’t know if I’m lucky or just out of luck
You opened my door, bitch, like you were the Undertaker
If I have you by my side, I’m immortal, I’m the Undertaker
If I don’t burn out fast, bitch, like a rolling paper

And why did everything die?