Sayoko

[LadyJoz]
There was nothing left in the refrigerator
Just a few painkillers and some tea
I already took a tablet and I feel weak
Anxiety takes over me.

[Fran]
I stare at the screen of my phone
My hair feels greasy from so much sweat
I don't see anything that catches my attention
And I don't expect anything more

[Fran and LadyJoz]
I wish to die in a gentle way
By mistake, I made my wrists bleed
No, I could see, my arms soaked
My eyes remain closed
Even if the sun manages to shine through, I'll see black
I shouldn't wake up

[Fran]
Eli and Takayuki, great friendship
Toko tells about people, some truth
I'm not supposed to care too much
Although it really makes me anxious

[LadyJoz]
Still, this emptiness invades my mood
The family notices, my life affected
I can no longer find pride in anything
And I don't expect anything more

[Fran and LadyJoz]
I must sleep, sleep forever
Without waking up until my body goes numb
I woke up
I eat an apple and go to bed
And dizzy, I put on my clothes
Even if I go out to the balcony and think I can fly
I won't be able to ride the wind

[Fran]
As if it were a comedy
The music has changed my way of living
Why do I continue like this, denying all the good?

[LadyJoz]
I wish to die in a gentle way

[Fran]
By mistake, I made my wrists bleed
I couldn't see

[Fran and LadyJoz]
That my arms were soaked
My eyes remain closed
Even if the sun shines through, I'll see black
I shouldn't wake up

[Fran]
That day will be like forever
I'll continue and complain about everything

[Fran and LadyJoz]
I don't have to heal

[Fran]
I will never heal

[LadyJoz]
And so it faded away

[Fran and LadyJoz]
I will simply not be there anymore