The Truth Untold

I see how it blooms
Thorns that grow
From the castle
And all filled with a great loneliness
Tell me what's your name

Why do you hide?
Oh could you tell me?
Just say if you have somewhere to go
And I know, I believe you
I feel so much warmth
With your hand to hold
That blue flower
Is my destiny
Don't smile on me
Light on me

Because I can't get close to you
You can't call me by my name
You know that I can't
Show you me
Give you me
You shouldn't see me, I'm not as you think
I hide behind this mask forever
But I still want you
From the lonely garden
The flower has sprouted
It resembles you
Without masks, I would like to give it to you
But I recognize
I could never do it
I must hide my face
Because of my ugliness
I live in fear
Of living, of feeling
And of being left again
The mask is always my defense

What can I do?
From the garden, for you
I will take out the flower that resembles you
Because it's you with your breath
But I still want you
So maybe
You made me resist
And have the courage to show myself to you

Why has everything changed?
And I start to cry
Everything has collapsed
All my castle has vanished
My whole mask shattered
And I still want you
But I still want you
I still want you
And I still want you