4am

Is this a dream or am I still awake?
I can't tell if it's tomorrow, today, or yesterday.

4am, rain again.
Just listening to the sound, humming without the words.
That damp melody,
A dizzying beat that spins my head.
When the sun rises, I guess it’ll all fade away.

My head feels heavy with questions I can’t answer.
Counting the lights of swaying cars, but it feels like I’m the only one in this world.

4am, never ends.
Just staring at the clock, no one to reach out to.
The sound of rain is fading away.
I just sing myself a lullaby.
When I open my eyes, I guess it’ll all fade away.

4am, rain again.
Just listening to the sound,
humming without the words.
That damp melody,
A dizzying beat that spins my head.
When the sun rises, I guess it’ll all fade away.