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I'm going to invent that you haven't been mine
24 hours a day
I'm going to make up that it's not important
And just look up
I'm going to invent that I haven't done it to you
Like a fucking tailored suit
That you are not going to do me the only thing
that I wouldn't do to you

I guess that's how this life is
A dead end
A blow in time that makes you learn
And another one in case you forget
May the same hand that sews your skin today
Tomorrow opens your wounds
And the one that yesterday reigned in your dreams
Now dictate in your nightmares

You have gone too far with him and if I don't see you
You have thrown my heart into the hole
Who is going to get him out of there?
Who is going to tear you away from me?

I'm going to invent a starting point
A lying truth
I'm going to tell you that I'm a bitch
And you haven't screwed up my life
I'm going to fill my mouth with you
To see if the soul becomes empty
I'm going to have my mind washed
And consider yourself missing

I'm going to delete you from above
An assisted lagoon
Get in touch with my whole being
And give me a lobotomy
That the only way to make me understand
It hurts less if you forget
It's making you disappear
And see that life doesn't stop

You have gone too far with him and if I don't see you
You have thrown my heart into the hole
Who is going to get him out of there?
Who is going to tear you away from me?

I'm going to invent that you haven't been mine
24 hours a day
I'm going to tell you that I'm a bitch
And you haven't screwed up my life
I'm going to invent that I haven't done it to you
And my wounds don't burn
I'm going to have my mind washed
And consider yourself missing