Se Me Quiebra La Voz

Hey.. I have a thousand words stuck in my chest
But how can you face
The love of your life and tell her you messed up?
This is the last thing I can't
Say because I try to talk to her and only

My voice breaks when I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she's okay, praying that she's better
This is the message that never got sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks
When I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she's okay, praying that she's better
This is the message that never got sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks

And I know I'm still stuck wanting to say so many things without knowing how to say them
But it doesn't matter, I knew you would understand our role
It was always better through telepathy, our best conversation
Was eyes closed, face to face, no words, and holding hands
We wanted to go so slow to avoid tripping up

And before saying I love you, the vibe screamed I love you
I don't regret it being just a moment
I could die to relive that eternal second
And that will be a secret that only you will keep
And anyone who dares to dig into my notebook

Because stories change, I'm the living proof
You taught me to be a better person, better friend, better lover
Better listener, better guy, more honorable, more honest, wiser with what I write
Today I give my place to the lady who's with me and my close brothers know they're
Blessed. Today I live a quiet life like I would have wanted

But unsatisfied, I wanted it to be with you
My family supports me after seeing my path
I rent an apartment, I'm neither poor nor rich
Dude, I have nothing and I feel blessed but
Unsatisfied, I wanted it to be with you

And it wasn't with her, I was left wanting to tell her I loved her, that I was really sorry
And I lost my voice more than once, I sent her over a thousand messages
I made over a thousand songs and in each and every one of those times I tried to talk to her
I swear to you that for me only

My voice breaks when I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she's okay, praying that she's better
This is the message that never got sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks
When I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she's okay, praying that she's better
This is the message that never got sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks (ah ah)
And my voice breaks, my voice breaks, and my voice breaks

Today I repeat to myself and curse the fact that you're not here
I feel my style is dull, lacking shine, and they talk to me about you
Damn, I look at myself and end up sinking, swimming in shit
I feel like I'm about to explode inside, I need to get out of here
I don't want any drama, nah nah
Don't wait for me, I know you won't
I'll sneak in by 5 am at the latest
If she doesn't want me, the alcohol will (ah ah)

Today I feel magnanimous with anonymous spirits
Naming memories without chronological order
Typical atypical guy who was magical with you
In a magnetic attraction like two poles
I told her my life, I suddenly forgot that my life is Hip Hop 24/7
I'd call her my love but I don't have it, and neither do you
I'd call you baby but you're 27, I'd call you my muse and
Everyone says you're art, I'd call you my goddess and religion isn't your thing
I think it's better to just say goodbye and that's it, goodbye, and that's it with this

I say goodbye to you, I wasn't ready for it to keep hurting the same way
In the same form, with the same intensity, for the last time to my

My voice breaks when I say her name while I talk to God
Praying that she's okay, better, this is the message that never got sent
I wanted to say I love you and my voice breaks.