Carta de Papá

My heart if it doesn't have dies
My beginning and my end of my breaths
Without you, my life dies of pain
For you, I would even give my voice

I look at your photos and if you're not there, it hurts
I know it doesn't depend on you, nor do you want it
But you already know that I will always be there
Until my heart stops

And it's the reality, I know it's very difficult, of course
I can't concentrate on work, I feel very strange
The sorrow collapses me and I would even cut my veins
To go back, to erase everything that has happened

Your scars pierce me like arrows in my soul
And my calm unravels and I don't know how it tightens
Time when I have you in my arms, in my bed
It hurts and I think about that date from my window

And I don't understand why destiny is so sad
It doesn't let us enjoy like anyone else
Life was happy since you came
Why this feeling that overwhelms me and freezes me?

You grab my face and laugh innocently
Without knowing that dad would fight for you to the death
And that to see you smile, he would be able to return
The Big Bang to the stars and have them tell you when you're older

Your face is a poem when I give you those kisses
A poem like the theme that these verses create
Your face of joy and you don't even realize
I will keep this page in the most special of my texts

I understand that you don't understand anything, you're too young
To understand, to express what dad means
And that one day you will understand until the end of this song
And that one day if you're not here, I'll be out of breath

My heart if it doesn't have dies
My beginning and my end of my breaths
Without you, my life dies of pain
For you, I would even give my voice

I look at your photos and if you're not there, it hurts
I know it doesn't depend on you, nor do you want it
But you already know that I will always be there
Until my heart stops

Many things have happened in my life and between you and me
Having you in my arms makes me breathe with pride
My heart pumps and has a name engraved
For marks of the feelings that have passed
And it's yours!

While Ivangel sings, I pump, pump
The nights are very long if I don't see you beat
The blood coagulates, I don't know how to explain it
Only that if I don't have you close, Bella, I die

It's opening a door and turning around and seeing that I'm waiting for you
And your face lights up, that dominates me, my desires are getting closer
And now that I'm writing, I'm feeling emotionally stranger
I have to stop writing because I don't have you by my side

While Ivangel sings, I pump, pump
The nights are very long if I don't see you beat
The blood coagulates, I don't know how to explain it
Only that if I don't have you close, Bella, I die, I die

My heart if it doesn't have dies
My beginning and my end of my breaths
Without you, my life dies of pain
For you, I would even give my voice

I look at your photos and if you're not there, it hurts
I know it doesn't depend on you, nor do you want it
But you already know that I will always be there
Until my heart stops