El Monstruo de Mi Espejo

While you played with me, my heart so hurt
I want to give you your punishment, I won't stop my path
You closed all the doors to my future
Chaining me to that dark alley
I have anger towards the girls who write to me privately
They are reaping the harvest of what you have sown
Even though they are not to blame, now I always doubt
To avoid the pain, you made me insecure

And it's not now that my life has changed
After what you begged for, you leave when you get it
The clock stopped at 12
Right at the moment you left that night
Accusing my head of being crazy
While your mouth constantly kisses another
Denying my broken feelings every moment
Many people know me and so many photos have been taken
Besides that, the weight that remains between us
Is like a sixth sense, I noticed it from the beginning
With every broken tear, it's one more point that exhausts me
I'm a Ferrari at 200, but I can't find a driver
And of course, I wish I had the remote control
And knew the future, I would be happy online
I have a golden lamp that no matter how much I rub it
That carpet of my life is broken, can go offline

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he is
When I come across his name, I can't even stand it
I don't know if it's anger or love, but my skin bristles
Sometimes it seems like I smell his perfume when
There's nothing nearby that could resemble it
A rose in the desert, maybe black in color
A parallel planet so similar and so close
To a reality that I have never managed to understand

Years have passed and I'm still broken inside
I still feel that pain, so I can't concentrate
And other women took care of me, I swear
And because of you, I make them feel that darkness
They don't deserve to suffer for that past
That your jealousy, your bad outbursts built
It's like banging your head against a wall
I hardly speak now, it seems like I'm mute

And it's not, with what I have been in my neighborhood
I raised my voice with my people, I rise on stages
It's better not to be with those who cloud you
A bright sun in the sky and something that covers you
It's worse, I know you left your own
To have a person who told you they loved you
And that over time, you found yourself alone and I suspect
That person is probably with someone else in their bed

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he is
When I come across his name, I can't even stand it
I don't know if it's anger or love, but my skin bristles
Sometimes it seems like I smell his perfume when
There's nothing nearby that could resemble it
A rose in the desert, maybe black in color
A parallel planet so similar and so close
To a reality that I have never managed to understand

There's a monster in my head that no matter how much it prays
It doesn't leave me, never stops, it pierces me, and advises me
To remember her