El Monstruo de Mi Espejo

While you were playing with me, my heart was so hurt
I want to give you your punishment, I will not stop my path
You closed all the doors to my future
Chaining me to that dark alley
I get angry at girls who write to me privately
They are harvesting the garden, from what you have sown for me
Even if it's not their fault, I still doubt now
By avoiding pain you made me insecure

And it's not, now that my life has changed
After what you begged for when you got it, you leave
The clock stopped at 12
Just at the same time that you left that night
Blaming my head saying I was crazy
While your mouth is constantly kissing another
Denying every moment my feelings so broken
Many people know me and have sent me many photos
Apart from that, that weight that stays between us
It's like a sixth sense, I've noticed it from the beginning
With every broken tear is one more point that I become exhausted
I'm a Ferrari at 200, but I can't find a driver
And of course I wish I had the remote control
And if I knew the future would be happy online
I have a golden lamp that no matter how much I rub it
That carpet of my life is broken can offline

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he is
When I come across his name I can't even look at him
I don't know if it's anger or love, but it makes my skin crawl
Sometimes it seems like I smell her perfume when
There is nothing close that can be compared
A rose in the black desert perhaps
A parallel planet so similar and so close
From a reality that I have never managed to understand

Now the years have passed and I'm still broken inside
I still feel that pain, so I can't concentrate
And other women took care of me, I swear
And because of you I make them feel that dark thing
They don't deserve to suffer for that past
What built your jealousy, your outbursts so bad
It's like banging your head against a wall
I hardly speak anymore, it seems like I'm mute

And it is not, with what I have been my neighborhood
I raise my voice with my people, I raise the microphone on stage
It is better not to hang out with someone who clouds your vision
A bright sun in the sky and something that makes you cover yourself
It's worse, I know you left yours
For having a person who told you that they loved you
And with the passage of time, you saw yourself alone and I sensed
That person will now be with someone else in his bed

Now I look in the mirror and I don't even know who he is
When I come across his name I can't even look at him
I don't know if it's anger or love, but it makes my skin crawl
Sometimes it seems like I smell her perfume when
There is nothing close that can be compared
A rose in the black desert perhaps
A parallel planet so similar and so close
From a reality that I have never managed to understand

There is a monster in my head that no matter how much I pray
It doesn't leave me, it never stops, it goes through me, and it advises me
That I remember her