Esquizofrenico

I want to forget, but my mind can't
I feel like a dark maze
Every second my sanity dies of madness
Any moment is good to go back to the old ways

I think about hurting myself and nothing matters
Always hearing voices inside my head
That always advise me: Do bad things

I hear voices as if they were a neighbor
I always wonder if I can't understand
When I think about it, it happens again and I get encouraged
When I'm with my friends but I fall back

At night I wake up trembling
I feel like my heart won't make it
I've lost control of the ship
Only the pills feel good

People look at me and get weirded out
How strange, he's crazy, don't look, don't go
I'm always the weirdest one at the beach
In places I laugh wherever I go

I want to fix it and you just send me psychologists
Sorry, it's not funny, the monologue doesn't satisfy me anymore
My life is a play and crazy appears in the prologue
Sleeping pills for another high

Music is the only thing that relaxes me
It makes me feel at home
I'd rather always do the same thing
Than get lost in the maze

That's why music relaxes me
It makes me feel at home
I'd rather always do the same thing
Than get lost in the maze

It's a cramp that electrocutes you like a cable
If you don't move, it burns unbearably
They insult me when they say this goes away on its own
The mind is the worst enemy when I can't control it

I have a lot of anger in my situation
Everything stresses me out and I can't be myself
I want the people I love to stay away
Because I can only bring them pain
Time goes by, and I'm still at home
I swear by my race that I'm not better
I just know I don't want to make a mistake

People look at me and get weirded out
How strange, he's crazy, don't look, don't go
I'm always the weirdest one at the beach
In places I laugh wherever I go

And wherever you go, people say shut up
Because they don't know that with this anxiety you faint
They think it's a glitch, but it doesn't shoot
While you'll be thinking about throwing in the towel

It's a serious problem that weighs on us
Anxiety isn't being hungry and killing it in the pantry
It's a long road that always tightens your neck
And without solving it, you learn to live with it

I want to forget, but my mind can't
I feel like a dark maze
Every second my sanity dies of madness
Any moment is good to go back to the old ways

I think about hurting myself and nothing matters
Always hearing voices inside my head
That always advise me: Do bad things