Teletransporte

I think I'll clear my mind so much that nothing exists..
I think I'll scream so loud that I won't hear so many strange words..

I close my eyes for twenty seconds..
it's not enough to forget that you're not here.
I open my eyes, I can't get used to it..
better this way.. and the light blinds me.

And this way I can invent whatever I want..
this way I can be a coward in my own way.

I'll teleport myself to a better place..
to the stage set for the occasion.
Being invisible and not asking for mercy.. will be the choice.

Let them always choose so I don't have to..
dig a hole in the ground and bury my feet inside.

I laugh out loud on the outside.
And I keep lying when I say..
that I'm thinking of stopping thinking.
I'm sorry, I can't stop.

Someone already said that the procession is inside..
correction, I'm dragging it through the halls.

I can invent whatever I want..
this way, I can be a coward in my own way.

I'll teleport myself to a better place..
to the stage set for the occasion.
Being invisible and not asking for mercy.. will be the choice.

Let them always choose so I don't have to..
dig a hole in the ground and bury my feet inside.