NSQMQ

I've been thinking about calling you
I wonder if you feel the same
Did you erase our pictures too?
'Cause I just can't let go
I don't even know who I'm fooling more than myself

'Cause I don't know what's keeping me away
If I never really wanted to leave
I never wanted you to go
I didn't see an ending with you
When I think I almost forgot you
That's when I miss what we never were
'Cause I don't know what I have left
If this story never had an end
How do you learn to be without you?

Two streets apart, but we walked them every day
Reaching the end of the road, I realized it wasn't what I wanted
Being without you, just me
I think of you and I drown
Not having you with me is tough, I can't adjust

To distance myself
Was hard
But staying was even harder
And I want to know
If I lost you

'Cause I don't know what's keeping me away
If I never really wanted to leave
I never wanted you to go
I didn't see an ending with you
When I think I almost forgot you
That's when I miss what we never were
'Cause I don't know what I have left
If this story never had an end
How do you learn to be without you?

How do you learn to be without you?