La Ansiedad

It says
I need help
Anxiety consumes me
Even if I don't say it
I feel lonely
Despite being surrounded by many people

I'm afraid that when I express myself
They'll see me differently
And hopefully it won't be too late
I don't want to be under the bridge
I have to be strong

I must prevent my heart from crying
Get out of the box before the flowers arrive
I kneel, words have power
And I have faith that better days will come

The source of my heart
For the world is deactivated
I'm not lying if I tell you
That I truly feel nothing

My mind got lost in a trance
I won't be able to recover
I want to go back to the time
When I was truly loved

Because my mental health
Someone might care
Because I no longer know what matters in this world of evil
The most real kisses on the forehead only mom gives

For her and dad I want to wish a long life
Problem in the mind
I believe there is no longer room
But I keep living, because I don't stop for anything

Tell me how do I stay on the ground?
If I have goals to fulfill
And I believe I will achieve them
I have to get rid of what will weigh me down later

And get out of this cloud
I must land
Find a way to focus
And never stumble
Because I know what it feels like to feel worthless

At times unhappy and my life is summed up
I can't sleep anymore and it consumes me
I distance myself from people who never understand me
Who attack me day by day and I am not immune

At times unhappy and my life is summed up
I can't sleep anymore and it consumes me
I distance myself from people who never understand me
Who attack me day by day and I am not immune

I swear I will rise and never have doubts again
If the Lord hears me or if my mind shields itself
My faith doesn't fit in my chest
I'm on the right side
I won't complain again, my words are silent

Maybe no one loves me anymore because I'm on the ground
But I don't stop, I know life is harsh
Who warms you up in this icy world?
Love was lost near the Bermuda Triangle

I need help
Anxiety consumes me
Even if I don't say it
I feel lonely
Despite being surrounded by many people

I'm afraid that when I express myself
They'll see me differently
And hopefully it won't be too late
I don't want to be under the bridge
I have to be strong

I must prevent my heart from crying
Get out of the box before the flowers arrive
I kneel, words have power
And I have faith that better days will come