Mudanzas

Today I'm going to change
check my suitcases well
and take out my feelings
and all resentments
clean out the closet
erase old grudges
and anxieties that were in my mind
to not suffer
for such little things
to stop being a girl and become a woman

today I'm going to change
bring out my courage
and commit to what I believe
and always be myself without fear
dance and sing out of habit
see clearly instead of in the dark
uproot my secrets
to stop living
if not to live life
that screams inside me
my freedom

today I'm going to change!
get out of myself
and not just be a heart
leave behind and stop failures
and freedom that oppresses my reason
fly free with all my flaws
to be able to reclaim my rights
and not charge life for paths and decisions
today I want and must change
divide time and add to the wind
all the things I once dreamed of conquering
because I am a woman like any other
with doubts and solutions
with flaws and virtues
with love and heartbreak
gentle like a seagull but
fierce like a lioness
calm and peace-loving
but at the same time
irreverent and revolutionary
happy and unhappy
realistic and dreamy
submissive by condition
but more independent by opinion
because I am a woman
with all the inconsistencies
that arise from me
strong weak sex!!

today I'm going to change
check my suitcases well
and take out my feelings
and all resentments
clean out the closet
erase old grudges
and anxieties that were in my mind
to not suffer
for such little things
to stop being a girl and become a woman