Cansei

I need to tell You
I'm no longer that son
Who knew how to listen to You and obey
Who, at the end of the day, would tell You about the day
And speak about what I felt without hiding

I'm sorry, I kept walking and distancing
From the boundaries of Your home and got lost within myself
And when I tried to come back, it was already night
I couldn't see the way and ended up staying here
And now there's a world inside
That I can't get out of

I'm just tired, tired of trying
I swear, I tried, tried to fight
Until the last minute
Father, You know, I did everything
And look where I ended up

I'm just tired, tired of trying
I swear, I tried, tried to express
Every letter I sang
Every sound I gave You
It wasn't enough to save me

Here in my world
It's a sandcastle
Where the waves of fear
Come to destroy everything

Here I have no home
I have no embrace
Here I need to be careful
One wrong step and it's my end

Here my energies are drained
My senses are ceased
I can't hear and can't even speak

And who rules here is so subtle
It attracted me and managed to imprison me inside
I've tried to get out of this world
But I always come back here

I'm just tired, tired of trying
I swear, I tried, tried to fight
Until the last minute
Father, You know, I did everything
And look where I ended up

I'm just tired, tired of trying
I swear, I tried, tried to express
Every letter I sang
Every sound I gave You
It wasn't enough to save me

But I will run
To Your arms of love
Wherever it may be, I will go

I will run
To Your arms of love
Wherever it may be, I will go

I will run
To Your arms of love
Wherever it may be, I will go

I will run
To Your arms of love
Wherever it may be, I will go

I will run
To Your arms of love
Wherever it may be, I will go

Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, hmm
I will go to Your arms of love
I will go