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Last night I argued with my heart
I wondered if I still loved you
And I told it no

It's been so long
And you didn't come back
And it's late, my patience is over
I wondered if you remembered
And I told it yes
That I missed you so many times
That it bored me
And I told it I don't plan
To cry for you anymore
Because a while ago I realized
That I lost you

I've also told it
To make an effort
To try to be with you
We've done enough
I've looked for you many times
And you didn't want to listen
And it's not fair that for love
I should humiliate myself again

I try to make it understand
That this wait is in vain
But that stubborn masochist
Thinks you'll arrive soon
It doesn't want to understand in any way
That if it clings to your arrival
It will die of sorrow

If you knew that I don't want
I'm hardly even thinking about you
And if I cry today it's because this heart
That misses you so much betrays me

If you knew the pain I feel
When it's calling out to you
It still doesn't understand that you love another
And forgive us if we're bothering
If we're bothering

On my part, I don't want to see you
I'm content knowing I could have you
And if you're happy with him
As people say
Like a good friend
I wish you luck

I'll try to convince the heart
That if you're not by my side
Something better is coming
And even though understanding it
Caused it a lot of pain
I'll tell it that love for you simply left

That I loved you, that I loved you
But you're in the past
And destiny wanted
Me not to be by your side anymore
Not to suffer, not to cry
Because that's life
Because soon will come
Someone to heal the wounds

Who would've thought your goodbye would hurt me
And that for you my heart
Suffers eternal agony
Forgive me if I bother
I didn't mean to
I've already told it
That insisting on anything wouldn't help

If you knew that I don't want
I'm hardly even thinking about you
And if I cry today it's because this heart
That misses you so much betrays me

If you knew the pain I feel
When it's calling out to you
It still doesn't understand that you love another
And forgive us if we're bothering
If we're bothering

Forgive me, forgive me
If I insist with this song
Please understand
It's not me, it's simply my heart

Last night I argued with my heart
And I begged it to forget you
And it didn't answer