Amor Patético

It's not that I always miss you, but
Forgetting you is that detail
That I still can't not
That I still can't not

I promised myself to get over you
And to this day it
Has been quite hard
I still can't not
I still can't not

I looked for someone to be with me
To be able to recover all that was lost
And you know everything was going well, as I tell you
Until I started comparing her to you

So much that I imagined, that sometimes it was you
And not her who was kissing me
Until she got tired, of me mentioning you so much
And since then I haven't known anything

Surely she got tired
Of being just another one that I can't
Get rid of this pathetic love

I no longer expect anything from you
I wish you would leave my mind
And not come back, no, not anymore

Yesterday I felt like I hated you
Because I turned on the radio and that song was playing
That damn song, which is now my obsession

And there was no one with me
To whom I can deny that I still love you
Because without you I'm not okay
And I forget that I loved you, you left
And today I hate Cupid

Without you I am nothing
If you're not here
Because your scent still lingers on my pillow

Please explain to me
What was happening to you last night
I made love to you, dawned and you weren't there

Surely it's another one of those dreams
Where we are together
And the next day everything is pathetic

And I wander alone without anyone understanding me
Because my reality is horrendous
Everything reminds me of you

And I continue blind unable to remove my blindfold
My smile that pretends
That I don't love you and I'm unhappy

And I live alone without anyone understanding me
No one understands my life
And it was hard for me to live like this

Loving you, wanting you
Missing you in a thousand ways
And in the end you won't come for me

And even if I look for someone to be with me
To be able to recover all the lost time
None of that is right because I don't forget you
I live my worst nightmare with you

I truly didn't imagine
That in my cross it was you
The love I fought so hard for

Tell me why it died
If you swore you loved me
Then why did you feel nothing

Surely I am another one of those men who couldn't
Cure themselves of a pathetic love