Hoy Tengo Miedo / Me Voy a Comprar Un Perro
Joan Sebastian
Today I'm Afraid / I'm Going to Buy a Dog
I'm afraid
Over the years I think I became a coward
I'm afraid
It's just that the last wound still burns
As a child, I faced any monster
Life and its dangers without fear
However, I've changed, I admit it
Today I fear even the shadow of pain
Today I'm afraid
This bull no longer grows with punishment
I'm afraid
That love was deadly and today I curse it
I just hope my soul benefits from it
And here I am assimilating its betrayal
I confess that the one who got burned with milk
Today even blows the lemon snow
Today I'm afraid
As a child, I faced any monster
Life and its dangers without fear
However, I've changed, I admit it
Today I fear even the shadow of pain
Today I'm afraid
This bull no longer grows with punishment
I'm afraid
That love was deadly and today I curse it
I just hope my soul benefits from it
I'm here assimilating its betrayal
I repeat that the one who got burned with milk
Today even blows the lemon snow
Today I'm afraid
Oh!
I'm going to buy a dog
I'm going to buy a dog
So I don't feel so alone
And I don't say it with malice, you see that the dog is faithful
Not like that love that broke me in half
Today
Today there's no dog barking at me, no fang gnawing this bone
That, that is very sad
That's why this feeling wells up in me
That goes from thought to the tip of my toe
You may wonder why if life is so beautiful
I don't go after one of those girls you hear screaming
Those who stand tall like that hill
Oh, God!
If only I were a calf to finish growing up!
No!
Don't think I'm so lecherous
I'm very human, I enjoy them, but they don't make me happy
I carry an empty suitcase and my soul is very weak
Living like this is worth it
Shit, I don't want to live like this
I'm going to buy a dog so it howls in my nights
To ward off the reproaches that come in the early morning
When I tell my pillow I love it and it doesn't answer me
And loneliness celebrates, a silent and mocking celebration
Loneliness
Loneliness is a bastard and I won't put up with it
I'd better buy a dog as I've thought
For it to die by my side or for me to die by its side