Agosto (Monstruo)

Melancholy comes back
Just when I thought it was gone
Reminds me that my sin won't be forgotten
I pretend it’s not cowardice
To have escaped and come out alive
Because trying to fix it now is pointless

I already know
That karma comes back more than once
And that guilt won't let me sleep
And now I can't look in the mirror
I turned into a monster

With no face
I became everything
That I once wanted to destroy
I became a man
Who has no name

I'm not looking for redemption
Because I haven't even forgiven myself
And in the end
The man I once was

Turned into the devil
And I can't even go to hell
I loved her so much
And I tore her apart in just one day

Everything we built went down the drain
A thief and a killer
Who now deserves exile
I stole the time

You could have been with someone like you
And I killed all hope
Of a future for us both
I turned into a monster

With no face
I became everything
That I once wanted to destroy
I became a man

Who has no name
I'm not looking for redemption
Because I haven't even forgiven myself
And in the end

The man I once was
Turned into the devil
And I can't even go to hell
I became a monster

Born in August
If I don't keep promises, I’ll never fulfill years
And if every promise is a year of loneliness
I deserve to be alone for all eternity