La Estrategia

I know it's never good
To appear that I shouldn't call her
That I should seem like I'm fine
That I could forget her already
Even if I know it was her decision and I must respect it
And I must suppress this hope of loving her again
If I do it right maybe someday
I'll make her cry, and it's not
That I want her to suffer
It's that I don't want her to ignore me
That even though I did it without fault, maybe my fears won
If I do everything right maybe someday
She'll come back and fall in love
Doing everything without mistakes, to see if I captivate you
And find the perfect excuse, so you know I'm still alive
And to make that call, to show that I still exist
The strategy is the least of it. I just want to hear your voice

I don't want to keep playing
For my friends to decide what I do
The truth is I'm suffocating
By swallowing the words and not saying I miss you
And not saying I love you
I've been told that you forgot about me and that you're no longer sad
That there's someone else and that you no longer care about what you once felt for me
And I don't lose hope, and I dream that you lied to them
And that you use the same strategy
That I used when you left
Doing everything without mistakes to see if I captivate you
And find the perfect excuse so you know I'm still alive
And to make that call that shows I still exist
The strategy is the least of it, I just want to hear your voice

I don't want to keep playing
For my friends to decide what I do
The truth is I'm suffocating
By swallowing the words and not saying I miss you
And not saying I love you