Despues Que Te Perdí

They told me you're alone
That after me, no one else controls you
That you go out after midnight
Your old friends don't even recognize you anymore
Everyone blames me, even your family says I hurt you
And I declare myself guilty for all the times I betrayed you

After I lost you (after I lost you)
Now I want to give you what I didn't give you
After I messed you up (after I messed you up)
I made you cry, I also made you suffer
Your memory follows me
It mistreats me, mom, it haunts me
I let karma punish me
I'm cold and there's no one to warm me

After I lost you (after I lost you)
Now I want to give you what I didn't give you
After I messed you up (after I messed you up)
I made you cry, I also made you suffer
Your memory follows me
It mistreats me, mom, it haunts me
I let karma punish me
I'm cold and there's no one to warm me

I keep thinking of you
Of all those times I promised you and never fulfilled
Of all the times I made you look beautiful for me
In those moments when we reached bedtime
You lay on me (yeah)
And I don't know what's happening, I can't get over you
Alone in my house I feel like I'm dying
I have money and I have wealth
What I don't have is a heart of steel
Please come back, mom, I'll wait for you (mom, I'll wait for you)
I'll wait for you no matter what
You've been mine since third grade
Since you lent me the pencil
I thought I could
Baby, without having you in my life
Now I find myself suffering
I can't bear this agony
Thinking of you every day
Karma punishes without mercy
I keep calling your friend
To see if she harasses you and forces you

After I lost you (after I lost you)
Now I want to give you what I didn't give you
After I messed you up (after I messed you up)
I made you cry, I also made you suffer
Your memory follows me
It mistreats me, mom, it haunts me
I let karma punish me
I'm cold and there's no one to warm me

It was all my fault, I hurt you
It was my fault, I made you change
I don't know if someday you'll forgive me
But even if you do, I'll never forget you
I know you suffered, I cried too
You became another woman
You're not the same anymore, you seem cold
That the feelings won't return to your heart

They told me you're alone
That after me, no one else controls you
That you go out after midnight
Your old friends don't even recognize you anymore
Everyone blames me, even your family says I hurt you
And I declare myself guilty for all the times I betrayed you

After I lost you (after I lost you)
Now I want to give you what I didn't give you
After I messed you up (after I messed you up)
I made you cry, I also made you suffer
Your memory follows me
It mistreats me, mom, it haunts me
I let karma punish me
I'm cold and there's no one to warm me

After I lost you (after I lost you)
Now I want to give you what I didn't give you
After I messed you up (after I messed you up)
I made you cry, I also made you suffer
Your memory follows me
It mistreats me, mom, it haunts me
I let karma punish me
I'm cold and there's no one to warm me

After I lost you
(After I lost you, after I lost you, after I lost you)
Crazy, humble and real
Jon Z, men
Chosen few