Alas

In 'Alas,' Jordan delves into the profound struggle of finding one's true self amidst the chaos and confusion of daily life. The song opens with a sense of disconnection, as the narrator feels increasingly distant from everything around them. This detachment is not just physical but also emotional and existential, as they question the reality of their experiences. The repeated line, 'me pregunto cuanto de esto es realidad,' underscores a deep-seated uncertainty about what is real and what is merely a facade.

The lyrics reveal a constant internal dialogue, where the narrator searches for meaning and understanding. They describe running away from someone's words, suggesting a conflict or a source of pain that they are trying to escape. This running away is a daily struggle, emphasizing the relentless nature of their inner turmoil. The mention of feeling sick and trying to avoid madness under the 'olas de este infierno' (waves of this hell) paints a vivid picture of their mental and emotional state. The silence of a sunset becomes a moment of introspection, where they wish to scream and let their hidden feelings flow freely.

The desire to be a 'fuego que arda en tu interior' (fire that burns inside you) symbolizes a yearning for passion, warmth, and authenticity. The narrator wants to ignite something within themselves and others, to feel alive and connected. However, the recurring theme of not being able to be who they want to be each new day highlights the ongoing struggle for self-acceptance and fulfillment. The song's closing lines, with the repeated plea to understand what is real, encapsulate the essence of 'Alas'—a poignant exploration of the quest for genuine self-expression and the battle against the constraints that hinder it.