Tudo Por Nós (Desabafo do Itachi)

The darkness of this night
The cold of this dawn
Reminds me of what I don't want

Those bodies on the sidewalk
The screams of those who begged
And yet in the end I deny

I still have innocent blood on my hands
Beats of a whirlwind of hearts that I broke
Of dreams that I destroyed

Leading my brother to the illusion that I was always the villain
And having to see him leave
And having to send him away
Made me see that in the end
If I put on the scale
Death or false revenge
It wasn't worth it
And if I had explained everything
There was still hope
But it didn't work out

And what hurts me the most
Is having to hold back and not speak out
And make him understand that I love him
And even if it seems like it didn't hurt
It was all for us

I remember my parents smiling
How everything was beautiful
I would give anything just to go back
To the time when I was a boy
I didn't feel like a killer
It's impossible to forgive myself
And every night I see every face, every look
How dare I murder
Those who believed in me the most
Why did it have to be like this?
What did it achieve? What changed?
If death still came
To those close to me and all the weight on me made me see
That in the end

If I put on the scale
Death or false revenge
It wasn't worth it
If I had explained everything
There was still hope
But it didn't work out

And what hurts me the most
Is having to hold back and not speak out
And make him understand that I love him
And even if it seems like it didn't hurt

Know that what hurts me the most
Is having to hold back and not release my voice
And make him understand that I love him
And even if it seems like it didn't hurt
It was all for us