Rara

I'm so damn tired, just want to do nothing.
What he did has left me feeling weird, weird.
I spend hours staring out the window,
time keeps passing and I’m not doing anything, nothing.
What to do?
When I ride the bus home,
I’ve got nothing on my mind, and if I see a car
just like his, I wonder where he is.
When I get there, pretending I look at the floor,
with the hope of finding a letter that tells me
where he lives, so I can go there.
What to do?