If It Is You (너였다면)

Why is it so difficult for you
To properly see me struggling
That just you
Can make me hurt so much surprises me
A tiring day
Even when I dream, it hurts

If it were you, how would it be
These crazy days
If they became your days
If you also, like me, alone
Shattered, would you understand
As if my heart would burst
Filled with pain
How much I long for you
If I were you
I would just love me

My heart endlessly to the bottom
Surrounded by me
Everything is afraid
If you fall in love with everything
They say it's happiness, who says that
To me, who only sees your back
Loving like that

If it were you, how would it be
These crazy days
If they became your days
If you also, like me, alone
Shattered, would you understand
As if my heart would burst
Filled with pain
How much I long for you
If I were you
I would just love me

I know you've already answered me
The meaning of an answer without an answer
Even though I know everything
I pretend not to know

These days, I don't know what I am
I can't sleep comfortably
I can't swallow anything
Will you know
As I look at you
Slowly falling apart
Even if I feel like dying
Even if you say you won't come to me
Even if I know you only look elsewhere
I can't let go of you like that