Mi Mitad

Eh, eh
Say
Alright, alright
Remember me, eh

I waited for your train, but it never showed up, not even late
Look, I held on, but in the end, I said forget it
Though I always wait a little longer just in case
But in the end, I go back alone with my hands shaking

The wound heals, but the memory lingers
It seems to open up when you want to forget it
It was always you and me, cozy on a bench
And now it’s just me left with teary eyes

And I hug you from behind, then wake up from the dream
It means it doesn’t heal, it still hurts me
I can’t forget that face, but look how hard I try
I always cry in silence in a corner of that bathroom

I wish to see you grow, to pass the years
Not having to text you to say that I miss you
Running into each other on the street, seeing each other as strangers
Who don’t want to know anything, even though they still feel something

If I know I’m not good for you, I’ll step back
Even if it costs me to cry two thousand nights in my room
Because if you love someone, you don’t care about letting go
As long as it’s to add to what was left behind

Sometimes I think I can’t get over it
But I convince myself and say it’s not that big of a deal
I’d like to see her and ask how she’s been
I’m good, more or less, you know I’m getting by

We’re so distant because we’re so different
In your bag, there’s a Marlboro, and in my fanny pack, a Winston
You undress me and act all slick
In pajamas and a hoodie, I’ve never seen you look better

You were my favorite headache, and I don’t take ibuprofen to see if I can repeat it
You’d go on vacation and leave me your ring
You’d say: as long as you have it, you’re with me

My friends ask me: how long has it been since you saw her?
And honestly, it’s been a month, but it feels like four
For us to be like this, it’s better if you block me, eh
Even though you look so good in the mirror of the room

Forgive me if I break down, but understand me
No one knows how to be strong for so long
We’re at each other’s throats like cat and mouse
We really love each other, and it passes in a moment

Cinderella goes at midnight with glass slippers
I prefer you in Air Max, 400 times more
I’d steal your makeup, and when I’d leave, I’d honk
But I’d take off running, they couldn’t catch me

There are so many things impossible to forget
Like just seeing you and texting you on Whats-
My girl, I’m missing you already
Maybe it’s because we’re one, because you’re my other half.