Todo Este Desastre

I want you to look at me because when you look at me
I can't think straight and I mess up
If you don't follow me anymore, I feel like my life is slipping away
I'm going to make up for all this mess

The princess of my story now sleeps in another castle
Because I've written it a thousand times, but she left me on read
The wall and my knuckles have become friends in the end
Because lately they meet every time we argue

She deleted the photos wearing the same tracksuit
If she doesn't pay attention to me, I don't know why I insist
No one can take your place, of course
I don't know what happens to me when it happens, I get distracted

The pieces of my heart need twelve patches
I remember your mascara and even Camel doesn't calm me down
I think of you lying on the bed almost every afternoon
And I just keep wondering why you didn't stay

Give me some of that pink to paint my gray sky
I don't have any space left to gather more scars
Tell her not to act smart if she undresses in front of you
Because I've seen you smile after being so sad

I want you to look at me because when you look at me
I can't think straight and I mess up
If you don't follow me anymore, I feel like my life is slipping away
I'm going to make up for all this mess

There's no half that completes me
I treat myself like a toy, who was my better half
As much as it pisses me off, I take and say: Better leave
Because you hurt me so much, but I also miss you so much

I stay up until late, I don't know if you get it
You were my best dream and my worst nightmare
Today I asked the moon how she sees you from above, eh
And she told me she loves how you shine

Memories stick in my mind like splinters
You snuck into my life like jumping on the train
I was a proud man eager to see you
And I don't know if I should call you or risk losing you

I want you to look at me because when you look at me
I can't think straight and I mess up
If you don't follow me anymore, I feel like my life is slipping away
I'm going to make up for all this mess

I want you to look at me because when you look at me
I can't think straight and I mess up
If you don't follow me anymore, I feel like my life is slipping away
I'm going to make up for all this mess

You believe in luck, well I believe in destiny
Of course it hurts me, but today you know what I say
If we're not meant for each other, then let's be friends
Honestly, I prefer that than not talking to you

I'm still in pieces, but I'm building myself up
I'm not smiling, but I'm trying
I'm walking down the street and today the weather isn't great
But I assure you it's cloudier inside me

I say it's not a big deal, but it stings when she looks at me
Messages on the phone asking you what you're doing
Blind at fifteen, since she made me at thirteen
I met you at fourteen, we didn't do much together

I want you to look at me because when you look at me
I can't think straight and I mess up
If you don't follow me anymore, I feel like my life is slipping away
I'm going to make up for all this mess