Gunjou Rain

I can't sleep, I'm crying
I was reading you a story
The sound of rain is knocking
I’ll read again tomorrow, right?
When I put the bookmark in, you’ve already fallen asleep

You say you want to go outside
But what you can’t forgive
Isn’t that you just don’t like it?
It’s convenient for you, huh?
My heart is starting to ache
Sorry, I keep bringing it up

About the world that’s starting to turn
I haven’t talked to you about it yet
You said it’s no good to look away
What’s tightening up
Is that someday you’ll learn to love the world with those eyes

I hated yesterday
I despised the world
But I’ve changed now
I can love tomorrow
You know love too
Maybe you’ll meet someone
And create a future?
On the bed, you look so happy as you sleep

I’m looking forward to it, to the point of tears

The night is getting quieter
The wind feels nice, swirling
I wonder if tomorrow will be clear
My heart is starting to ache
I can’t bring myself to go outside

I can’t sleep, I was making excuses
I was about to remember
Memories from when I was young
Always waiting for my mom to come home
It’s been over thirty years now

When I was alone
I learned about love and became lively
You, today, with your healthy self
Always loving the same world with these eyes

As the days and months go by
Passing through the seasons
Wiping away tears
You’re smiling

I just want to hold onto that
I know it sounds silly
But if the future knocks on days like this

It’s okay, I’ll send you off with a smile

Suddenly, a farewell came
To the world I’ve come to love
A farewell that feels scary
Your sad face
I can’t say I’m sorry
I want to say I love you
The world is opening up

The sound of rain is knocking
I was reading such a "diary"

Tears are spilling out
Tears are spilling out