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I wrote this ending first
In those days when no one knew anything
The moment I felt separation in love, it became my fear
I found you and lost you in my dreams
Then I found you again, lost you again
I couldn't imagine a tomorrow where you'd stay with me
I lived love and fear together
That's why my gaze was long and deep as if I wouldn't see you again
Every new meeting was as exciting as the first, and loneliness was always with you...

I wrote this ending first
In those days when no one knew anything
If you knew, would you open your heart to a love destined for separation
Would you let me steal days from the calendar
Would you allow months and years to settle
Do you see how much we shared without realizing

I wrote this ending first
In those days when no one knew anything
We were dragged from dreams to adventures with you
We built lives, furnished homes in countries we never saw
We chose short terms to renew our lives
That day never came
The term never expired
Someone would come and change our path
They would gift us new dreams
We would bleed like children
Instead of roads to the end, we were addicted to disjointed adventures
We loved

It was a summer night, there was a full moon
You looked at me
I had overcome my fears
There was no one left to believe in us
We were tired, we had to win
We lacked solid ground to empower our steps
If our hearts were frozen, we wouldn't see the sun again
We trusted each other, we thought there were no mountains left to climb
Those were our best days

I wrote this ending first
In those days when no one knew anything
Then everything changed
We lost our hopes
As we walked in each other's footsteps
We got tired of producing the taste of friendship
We hoped for provocative tantrums
We missed separate worlds
We chased after ourselves, thinking they were others
Now the smell of misty nights where we melted in each other's eyes as we sang songs lingers in my nose
You should have killed me on a night like this
I should have passed from one paradise to another
I wouldn't object
You shouldn't have given me the exiles
You should have killed me on a night like this
While separation screams froze my blood
I tamed my madness that would burn my ships
I promised myself and you the happiest separations
You rejected all the separations that would be a gift from me
And with touches I never knew, you engraved traces on my heart
I wrote this ending first