レイニースノードロップ (Rainy Snowdrop)

Raise your voice
There's no purpose to my silent existence
Nowhere to be found

Putting on new shoes
And it starts pouring rain
When I grab an umbrella
It clears up like magic

The stars have never been on my side since forever
The sound of rain drowns out the slurping of flowers

There are countless changes
But I'm never chosen
Walking with my head down, I found a flower
Quietly announcing spring
Snowdrop

The swaying blue ideals and dreams
Keep pushing the uncertain me
Raise your voice
There's no purpose to my silent existence
Nowhere to be found

Struggling in an unbearable world

Saying it doesn't matter
Or that you don't understand
It's easy to just keep singing like that
Even if it feels like there's no answer
Not giving up on searching every day isn't in vain

I remember you laughing at me for overthinking
It would be easier to just go with the flow
But I hate being that weak

Even if it's ego or hypocrisy
Only this singing voice connects us
Let's turn the pain that can't be put into words
Into prayers on sleepless nights

Embracing hope and absurdity

I know it's selfish to wish for things to stay the same
You and I from that day
Still in my heart just like that day
The rain has already stopped
Looking up at the clear sky

I decided to face the past, the scars, and this pain
Without letting go
The falling snow
And the back frozen in loneliness
Are distant memories

The swaying blue ideals and dreams
Keep pushing the uncertain me
Raise your voice
Instead of lamenting powerlessness
Let's open the door
Once the tears dry, towards the future