Aparentemente

Laugh that I laugh if apparently I'm fine because of your abandonment,
If apparently I go out on the street and say I'm fine,
but if this house could talk
It would hear that everything has memories that my life continues alone,
It would hear all that I have suffered,
It would hear all that I have cried, because you are not at home,
when you leave, look closely at this window because I will be here waiting for you,
And if apparently I'm fine because of your abandonment,
but I miss you every time I eat,
every time I look in my mornings
and I don't see you and I don't want this loneliness here anymore,
because it's clear that I can't live without you.

And how to tell you that this house is very lonely
And how to tell you that I want to be with you,
How to ask for your forgiveness,
How to ignore you if I want to be with you.
How to say that I forgot you if I haven't forgotten you. (repeat)

Take everything, because it's not normal for so many things to stay here,
and even that smile that you painted in my memory and speaks of your love,
it's better that nothing remains,
because life makes no sense if you're not here with me,
I don't know how to tell you that I love you, I don't know how to tell you that I miss you,
because you're not at home anymore, when you leave,
I hope you also take your memories that surround me
And when I remember you, a lump forms in my throat
and my eyes water but I never cry,
being proud and hiding how much I adore you,
and I don't want this loneliness here anymore,
because it's clear that I can't live without you.