El Alma En Pedazos

I’m tired of the same mistakes
Of your excuses and empty promises,
Of your lies that, without you knowing, pushed you away from me.
Your world is so different from mine
And because of that difference, this has to end.

I gave you everything I had
But you don’t even know that.
You only cared about being trendy
And what others thought of you.
But today your puppet is done,
Too late, but never too late to start.
Give me a hug
As a memory before you walk out of my life.
Don’t forget that I loved you
And that I gave you my kisses
Not caring if you loved me back.
Get the hell out of here so I can forget you.
I don’t want to miss you so much
And that for you I sighed a thousand times.
And if one day you change, don’t hesitate to come back, for God’s sake, come back.
If that ever happens,
This man here will be waiting for you.
And if I beg you, don’t listen to my prayers,
It’s my subconscious that regrets not having you and longs to hold you back.

They told me not to fall for you
But I didn’t heed the warning
And I jumped into the abyss, forgetting the danger that could happen.
I’m not to blame for not being wanted
Because I can’t take your outbursts anymore.
I don’t know where I went wrong.
I even had patience with your parents
Because when they felt like humiliating me
For loving you, I accepted it.
Loving you like this was worthless,
Only memories and this sad loneliness remain.
I won’t be your clown,
I don’t deserve you mocking my feelings with my soul in pieces.
I swear to love you so much, I’ll prove it too.

If one day you change, don’t hesitate
To come back, for God’s sake, come back.
If that ever happens, this man here will be waiting for you.
And if I beg you, don’t listen to my prayers.
It’s my subconscious that regrets not having you
And longs to hold you back.