Manual do Suicídio

In 'Manual do Suicídio,' k a m a i t a c h i delves into the harrowing depths of mental anguish and existential despair. The song's title, which translates to 'Suicide Manual,' sets a grim tone, and the lyrics follow suit, painting a vivid picture of the artist's internal struggle. The opening lines, 'É perda de tempo tudo que eu faço / Construo e destruo todo meu legado,' reflect a sense of futility and self-destruction, suggesting that the artist feels trapped in a cycle of building and tearing down their own achievements.

The recurring motif of walking through the night ('Madrugada eu caminho') symbolizes a journey through darkness, both literal and metaphorical. This imagery is reinforced by the artist's references to blood and suffering, as well as the stark declaration, 'Tô vivo por fora e já morto por dentro.' The mention of Corey Taylor, known for his work with Slipknot and Stone Sour, adds a layer of cultural context, hinting at the influence of heavy metal and its themes of pain and alienation.

The song also touches on the inadequacy of medication ('Mirtazapina não funciona em mim ás vezes') and the frustration of feeling misunderstood by others ('Vocês dizem, pare / Eu digo que vocês não entendem'). The artist's comparison of their mind to a book, potentially as long as a Stephen King novel, underscores the complexity and depth of their emotional turmoil. Ultimately, 'Manual do Suicídio' is a raw and unflinching exploration of mental health struggles, capturing the artist's battle with depression and the search for meaning in a seemingly indifferent world.