Manual do Suicídio

Everything I do is a waste of time
I build and destroy my entire legacy

I write and remake my death letter
Each verse in blood completing stanzas
They say: Be strong
I say: Don't fuck
In this life everything has to rely on luck
Everyone says: Wow, I hope it gets better
If south is going forward then I'm heading north

Early in the morning I walk
Early in the morning I walk
Early in the morning I walk
Early in the morning I walk
Early in the morning I walk
Early in the morning I walk
Early in the morning I walk
Early in the morning I

So let me paint the mirror red
Written: Kill me! I'm scary maggot
My blood doesn't matter, nor does my suffering
I'm alive on the outside and already dead on the inside
So fuck it, in such a slow way
I discovered with Corey Taylor that angels really lie
Life is a true book of pain and suffering
What I said I discovered with myself
In the middle of a nightmare
That the more I ran, the slower I became
The open wound is fucked, the torment is fucked
It's fucked up the medicines I take to save my 1%

You say, stop
I say you don't understand
I would love to stop all this and take away my fear as a front laner
You say, stop
I say you don't understand
I would love to stop all this and take away my fear as a front laner

Click clack
Fuck the meds I take
My head explodes like Kennedy's
Bang!
There's no way to change who we are
Mirtazapine doesn't work for me sometimes
I race against the stopped clock
Justifying why I don't move
I feel like a saci without the other leg
And that's why I can never walk
I already know that people will say that this sound is a little fast
That I'm out of tune, and the beat is linear
In fact, be
This shit is in my drawer and I didn't even intend to release it
I launched it because I heard it
Bro, I like your lyrics
You put references and some fictitious stuff
Bro, why don't you write what you feel in your mind
Since your mind is like a book?
And I said, if I'm going to write what I feel
Of course it will be as big as if it were a book
It will be the size of a Stephen King book and the title will be called
Suicide manual

Everything I do is a waste of time
I build and destroy my entire legacy
I am a failure