Lo Siento

You always said you would never leave unless you were doing well
Not fighting for what you want only has one name and it's called losing
If I hurt you, it wasn't without loving you but unintentionally
Just tell me what you prefer if you have the option to have or to fear

You only think about how it ends, I only think about how I will end
One day you tell me you lack the desire, another I think and never won you over
I did everything for you to stay, now I think about what I was left with
Time wasted, maybe I have gained
From missing you to saying I missed you

I'm sorry
For making you waste time, for thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you would make you happy
I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you or myself

I'm sorry

I know
That not caring about the past, that before you killed me is just growing
That we have never been two since counting fear we were three
Because we are so alike that if you leave, I will leave too
The mistake is having a problem and never learning

If you're going to stay, let it be with me
If you're going to run, let it be on the edge
I know the future wasn't in front, now I realize it's with you
I beat time and it's not lost, I never remember but I don't forget
There are more cards that were never played
Because there are no longer strengths for the one who wrote it

I'm sorry
For making you waste time, for thinking of making another attempt
For having you, fighting for you, and feeling you would make you happy
I burst
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you or myself

Because your successes will say where you are and your failures only where to go
What good is the quantity if only the intensity will make me happy
Before doing what will destroy us, I prefer to save you and make you
You no longer understand that I can't give you what I don't have and doesn't live in me

I'm sorry
Because sometimes I don't even understand myself
How am I going to understand us
If I never understood you or myself