Existian Sonrisas

I don’t know when it happened
When I stopped wanting to see the future, everything slips away
Line by line I grew
Mistake after mistake I promised
To change and never did
And be on the sidelines to run
I’m a jerk to many
An idol to others
Just a regular person like you all, yeah
After all, we’re all in this together
That’s why I respect my brothers
Everyone’s got their own job

And it’s normal to give more than you get
When you expect nothing, it doesn’t come, and if it does, you can bet it’ll leave
Don’t trust even your own shadow
It’ll switch up on you
Don’t talk, Kaze, now I’m Cristian
No more flows, no more jokes
One, what they say is a lie
You know me? Then shut it
I warn you, I’ve seen them like you, and they mess up too
You’re not better than anyone for showing off
I don’t talk street, I talk reality
I’m talking about this shit, man
I said hi too fast to those who came
And it’s hard to say goodbye because I want them here with me, but they leave
And it hurts if you say it, for real
But it hurts more when they leave without a chance to talk

If your phone doesn’t ring, it’s me. Keep that in mind
In my box, you’re no longer a key player, and that shit
Nothing you say is true
Going from everything to nothing is tough
Learning to let go without pain
To take giant steps with our love life
I was also loved with passion and put my heart into it
But it seems that wasn’t the case, I don’t know
I feel the weight of your name on my back bending me over

Until I kiss the ground and silence my words
I feel like the day drags on slower because of you
Sorry for being human and having flaws
I love the bad side of all the good
Like yin-yang, you get mad and your eyes shine
I feel it all but everything is very clear
What’s mine is mine, what’s yours is yours, all the fire is out now
Chill at home writing my stuff
My parties are rap fests, that’s just my life
An eternal calm and a cold blonde always
Buddies, Cartagena, and paranoia every day
It’s waking up in the morning wanting more
Music at all hours, there’s always something to listen to

Others want your attention, but you shouldn’t give it
You gotta be a lighthouse that withstands the waves of their sea
When everything was good but there were smiles
When everything was bad but there were smiles
When I looked and nothing was there but there were smiles
Fake to hide my pain, but there were smiles
When you feel like you’re leaving and don’t matter
That your time has passed, that you can’t even stand yourself, it’s
When you think about the story and its end
When you notice that even the rain avoids you as you walk

I don’t feel like doing anything
I’d rather be in bed sleeping and watching
As everything wears down over time
Who gave so much and didn’t get nervous?
Let God come down and speak if He exists
And solve this mystery for me, seriously
I’d ask you what you feel, but for what?
It must be hard what you did to believe
I’m not a poet, I’m a slacker by choice
Writing crap on the rise and rhyming it
Others write to evoke pity
You should know that everything that comes is good
L.M.A.D. from the demo before the album, put the brakes on
Make your rap something enjoyable, you know or not?
Kaze cleaning the ground of all the obscene and I (I, I, I)
The demo before the album L.M.A.D.D