Riendo Para No Llorar

3:48 AM insomnia visits me again
The world sleeps in silence
And no one can hear a single one of all this I remember them shouting at me

Nobody knows how it feels when
The heart beats with anguish
Getting tired of crying from that feeling
That tells you that there are still things to happen
I've been depressed for months

Unable to avoid the sadness that invades me
Looking around trying to accept
That there is no one left, that there is nothing left
Only that repeated feeling has made me analyze it so much

I have concluded that perhaps the next thing that happens will be with me
But I have told you that it will be out of fear
It is said that if you have a feeling about something and tell it, it will never happen
And that's what I do I don't want to be a memory
That which no one will hear when you scream

That's why I tell what I feel in case it's true
That life does not allow you to decipher it
In case something can change for the better
I say it out loud, I feel it every day

Something is going to happen to me
I know something is going to happen and maybe dying will hurt me
But I just ask for time
I still have things to do
I'm not one of those who are born to live hidden
And if something happened to me

Today I wrote many things that I have not said and I have felt
And maybe I can get ahead for a dismissal
I'm so sorry if you're one of those people that I've hurt you in some way
And I will thank you if you forgive me

Although bigger and more famous people
That they have died and the world has continued
And I love what I have lost more than what I have

And maybe you understand it
When you feel what I feel
Or maybe I'm just talking for the sake of talking
But if the things that I have loved the most
They are perhaps dead in this world
My place is already occupied

So whatever it is
That it touches me that it enters
That I will not be a until
I will never be a forever

Super yei I can hardly hear the rhythm
Hi flow raises the game a little more
Let it run I'm going to throw without stopping
Life is a theater, clothes, garments and shoes

The real you, always anonymous
And fans who may never meet them
For the signing of the portrait, they support with everything
Your cheap costume

And if I could, escape from everything and time would turn back
Maybe I wouldn't feel as much as I felt
As if something was slowly dying
Inside that character, I don't even remember who I was

Fame, powers, money, women
Without realizing it, you even forget where and who you are
And who hid from me the manual between good and evil?
When my time came and I went from 0 to 100
The loss of Diana, the suffering of my sister
Vs people I haven't even seen, who yell at me and who love me

And that he writes and describes, knowing everything about my life
Until I felt guilty, that my mother died of AIDS
I don't even go out anymore, what I've done is what I'm worth
I did nothing as a child and maybe I could do something

Or maybe you differ or tell me what you want
But I never forgive myself for my ignorance and not realizing
That he would die on my face
And I move away from so many memories that I discard

Now when I suffer, I don't even share it
And I am drowning in this poison that I spread
But I found the drugs and that was it
Insomnia inside my room

Nou, nou, nou no
Laughing so as not to cry
Nou, nou, nou no
Laughing so as not to cry
Laughing so as not to cry
To not cry

Broco was killed in the nun's war
Five years later they absorbed it like a sponge
Friends, enemies and many innocent people die
But they breathe vengeance and it is never enough to bend down
Minor killed six minutes after getting on

I answer, but I can't save myself
They injured Maryo by breaking his wings
And he died hugging her, saving her from the bullets
Love, but this time luck failed him

If life is a dream, let death awaken it
Sometimes so much strength sometimes being so strong
Sometimes it gets weak and everything goes backwards
Everything turns and nothing is eternal, everything expires
Caliche was killed and for a lie

But when there is something dark and there are so many that they stretch it
Part by the fine, if the leader over turns
To ramon, gordo, jovi and titon

We still wonder about his death and the reason
And we carry them here inside our hearts
While we search day and night inside the walls for that mouse
The house collapses, like Saint Andreas

You don't know what I've suffered, even if you don't believe it, RIP Correa
We carry you by heart and sometimes we talk about you
Even Cosculluela cries, your memory educates
Ancohe talking with Machuca
Reviving dead friends, like a bazooka
Listening to music and smoking hookah

That's where a memory of friends never expires
Yampi el chil, I remember you so much
May God have you in the holy field
Out of this crying
And wrapped in the cloak

Where will they go, if all those who have died will join together?
Take me to where they put such a person
Those times will pass but the promise we made
They won't erase it at home!
So what else can I tell you?
Since you left, a lot of things
They don't make sense anymore, you were right to distrust
Among all your friends you have gone and nothing has happened
All is lost
Your name no longer makes noise
And I haven't seen your baby
I haven't gotten your mom
You are still resting
All this is painful
That child has to be

Super beautiful
Nou, nou, nou no
Laughing so as not to cry
Nou, nou, nou no
Laughing so as not to cry
Laughing so as not to cry
To not cry

EME arrested in federal case
After serving his sentence he was demoted to the state
It was a Rational Agreement
Among lawyers in the courtroom
His sentence is almost ready for the court
That's when the rumors
That they were waiting for him

He who owes nothing fears nothing and he kept swimming
I'm thinking that his sentence is already ending
Ignoring that his life time
It was cutting off
The kill my dad
Kill me so it's impossible
That's some
One to kiss roll
There is a wound that the pencil
Write

They killed EME
Taking my life away
And debate between pain and
Hate in a self-portrait
How much is a man worth?
Who kills on the street for hire
Revenge tells me the voice
Who speaks to me about whistle
But you didn't give a single case
With my feet in my shoe

They killed my desire to be a museum legend
From traveling the world and I think that's why
I don't push or fight for one
Straight race without limping or achieving the three
Functions in the choliseo
Fill my calendar with fame

Scream on a stage
Without you nothing is the same Mario
I as a son, you as a father, that was how it was
Relationship and your death tore away the dreams
From my heart
RIP power for father
I love you forever