Mi Monstruo

My monster has my same face
Runs all around me
Calls for all my attention, my monster
Wants to play its game
And if I beat it, then it'll get furious
And wave the flag of fear
And I, foolish for following its false game
It crushes me into hunger
For two days counting the art
It crushes me into hunger
For two days counting the art
My monster always wants to get high
My monster wants to be stoned, to be unstable
My monster won't let me grow
It lets me travel to a place
If not my dark past
If not my deep fears... Art?
To showcase my talent in front of people
To be strong, smart
To the critics, to get burned
To sink into this capital that numbs
It crushes me into hunger
For two days counting the art
It crushes me into hunger
For two days counting the art
My monster always wants to get high
My monster wants to be stoned, to be unstable
And even if the tide drowns this dump
They multiplied (my monsters)
They're waiting (my monsters)
To see all my failures (my monsters)
And so to take care of all their own
I look in the mirror, and it's me, and it's me, and it's
My monster left and on some trip
Came back
I'm not scared anymore, not now, not now
Now I finish what I start
There's no more frustration