Amada
Kevek
Beloved
I still remember when I could find
The reason to wake up another day
You can't imagine how hard it is to accept
That even your soul can't bear it
Don't dig anymore, there's no more tears in my eyes
I don't care (I don't care) if there's no light in my gaze
That longs to escape this darkness
That's drowned all my hopes (that has drowned)
Of being able to dream of waking up one day
I've bled so many times and my body still won't tire
What’s left of my life is driven (is driven) by revenge
That I can never fulfill because I still see in your eyes
A part of my life that I can never (that I can never) forget
I've searched for another way to motivate
My existence that once again feels pointless
I'm not lying, I've thought about ending it
But you won't ever get that satisfaction
You know too much about me already
I don't care, go ahead and keep destroying me
Even so, you've been neglecting yourself
One detail in you has immortalized me
Remember, love, I was the first
I've bled so many times and my body won't tire
What’s left of my life is driven by revenge
(Driven by revenge)
That I can never fulfill because I still see in your eyes
A part of my life that I can never forget
(That I can never forget)
I never understood
I want to forget
I’ll never know what I did wrong
Tell me what you're thinking, I want to know
Tell me what you're thinking, I want to know
And you don't know how much it hurts to hear from your lips
That you really regret what you and I went through
And you stopped being a virgin since then you were loved
By the idiot who writes and still can't forget you!!
I still can't
Beloved, I still can't forget you
Let me go, get lost, I want to forget you
Tell me what you're thinking.